"The golf swing, no matter how memorized, is a creative act born out of the conditions of the moment, no two of which are ever the same. Whereas you can reduce the swing to it's individual pieces, you cannot reduce the game to science. It is an art and you are the artist." -- Lynn Molhan

If in fact, there is a secret to playing artful golf, I'd have to say that it's taking the game one creative shot at a time, while letting go of all expectations and judgments before and after each shot. I finally got back in that mindset for a short time this week. After struggling lately to even break 80, I realized I was simply trying too hard to regain my past success. I decided to let go of expectations and just play the game. Better results followed immediately.


Artful shot by konderminator at flickr.com

During my 9-hole Tuesday night league this week, I was matched against a scratch golfer, 20 years younger than me. He had to give me 2 strokes. We both missed the green on the first hole and left our chips too far out to expect par. I 2-putted for bogie. He lipped his second putt and gave me the first hole. The next hole was a long par 5 which I've never seen anyone hit in two. My opponent missed doing so by hitting slightly left of the green with a 3-wood after an absolutely huge drive. I got on in three and 2-putted for par. His chip went a little long and he missed his birdie putt. Still up one. I stroked on the next hole which we both bogied. Up two. We both missed the green on the following par 4, but my pitch from behind the green ran past the pin and went off the green on the other side. He had a slippery downhill putt for par. I chipped in from 15 feet for par! He missed his 10 foot putt and bogied. Up three! We both parred the next par 3. Still up three.

My driver kicked into gear on the following par 4. I hit a 300 yard drive to 60 yards out. He followed with a huge pull left. He got on in three. I put my second shot about 15 feet beyond the pin, leaving me with a difficult breaking putt, but an easy par. He was looking at a makable par putt. I aimed about 3 feet outside the hole and watched the putt trickle in for birdie! I'd closed him out - up four with three to go! We finished the round since we also compete for strokes. We both bogied the next par 5 and parred the following par 4. On our final hole, the course's most difficult, I stroked again. He led off with a monster drive into the wind, leaving himself with a 130 yard approach. Rarely does anyone get inside 160 yards! I surprised all of us with another huge drive and was amazed to find myself only 5 yards behind his ball when we arrived in the fairway. We both made good shots in and 2-putted for par. I won 5 holes to his zero and shot 38 (net 36) to his 42.

The next day, I took the afternoon off to play another local course to practice for an upcoming tournament this weekend. I started off like I left off the night before. I chipped and 1-putted for par on the par 4 1st. I managed a sandy par on the par 3 2nd by sinking a 30 foot putt. My drive on the par 5 3rd went behind a tree. I punched out, but landed a fairway bunker. I left my third shot short and left of the green, but again, I chipped up and made a 10 footer for par. I parred the next 3 holes to remain even par after 6. Then I birdied 7, 8 and 9 to go 3-under on the front, shooting my first-ever 33 for nine holes! I did it with only 12 putts and 5 GIRs.

I started the back nine trying to stay present in the moment and not start thinking about the potential outcome. I missed a 10 footer for birdie on 10 and a 15 footer for birdie on 11. Still 3-under after 11. I hit a good drive on 12, then hit a wedge quite a bit left of the pin to avoid going right over a deep bunker guarding the right-side pin. My long lag putt stayed right on line, but went past the hole about 4 feet. On the front nine and during my round the night before, I sunk every putt within 5 feet. That streak ended on 12 when I 3-putted for my first bogie of the round. Still 2-under.

I got greedy on the following par 5 and tried to get on in 2 with a 3-wood after hitting a long drive. I landed the frontside bunker. The pin was back, so I took a big swing from the bunker, but didn't take enough sand and ended up well past the steep sloping green. I pitched on and barely missed my 15 foot putt for par. Another bogie and back to 1-under. I pulled out a par on the par 4 14th after missing my first fairway on the back. On 15, I hit an incredible drive, leaving me with a short pitch to the green. The pin was back behind a mound which I barely failed to carry. My ball ended up near the top of the mound, leaving me a pretty good chance for a 2-putt par. But while I was walking up to remove the pin, my ball rolled back down the hill about 10 feet! Still, I made a good putt over the breaking mound, leaving another 4 footer for par. I missed. Now back to even par!

With 3 holes to go, I started thinking a little more about what I needed to do to come in even or better. The par 4 16th is the hardest hole on the course, but 17 always proves to have the highest scoring average during tournaments. However, I can usually reach the par 5 18th in 2, providing a nice birdie opportunity. So, I guess I let my mind start getting ahead of the shot at hand and began to focus on the desired outcome. Regardless, I parred 16, then landed the par 3 17th with a nice tee shot. However, I left my 1st putt short and gave myself yet another 4 footer for par. I missed one more time and went to 1-over. I still had my birdie opportunity at 18! I hit another great drive and landed the green in 2 as planned. But again, I was left with a difficult putt over a huge mound. I picked a good line, but came up 3 feet short. I lipped out my birdie putt and 3-putted for the fourth time in last seven holes!

I'd ended the front nine 3-under with 12 putts and 5 GIRs, but managed to go 4-over on the back with a whopping 22 putts after hitting 8 GIRs! Nevertheless, I really had fun during my last two rounds and am excited that my game is going back in the right direction!

One artful shot at a time! One artful shot at a time! One artful shot at a time! Okay, I think I got it.

Stay centered in the current moment with the current shot. The past has slipped away, the future will take care of itself. Remain centered in the artful now.

Labels: Centeredness, Disciplines, Rounds

Most people who succeed in their various professions each describes being fully immersed in the moment during performance, with little or no thought of technique or results of their efforts. They lose themselves in their own creative process.

In my experience, no other discipline in golf has proved more important than being creatively immersed or centered in the present moment.

Artful golf appears when the mind is centered. When you find your inner center, creativity shows up. Your mind becomes free from the anxiety and interference introduced by judgment of a shot just taken in the past and fear or hope of executing a shot in the near future.

Fred Shoemaker shares in Extraordinary Golf, "when you disappear - the thoughts, worries, and judgments you have about yourself - Golf as Art shows up… Golf as Art recognizes the enormity of the potential of the moment. This can also be called creativity. It is the realization that what could exist greatly exceeds what does exist, and it keeps each moment vibrant, alive, and full of possibility. When a person plays golf in this way - fully absorbed, full committed, merging with the game - it is a marvelous thing. It is extraordinary golf."

Many of us experience this immersion in the moment when we start playing golf, while our expectations are realistic and golf is still a game to us. However, for various reasons, we eventually begin putting pressure on ourselves to perform.

We begin to expect results and we get consumed by outcome. The joy of the game gives way to frustration as we obsess over making perfect shots, winning holes, and shooting lower scores.

I'm personally making progress staying centered during shots, and even at letting go of judgment and reaction immediately following a shot. However, I still struggle to stay in the present towards the end of good rounds. I begin thinking about results and trying to achieve an outcome.

My biggest lesson, among many, came last month when I was playing a round with a friend that promised to be my best ever.

I shot a personal best 2-under on the front nine with 3 birdies and a bogie. On the back, I managed to shoot more pars than bogies by the time I walked up to the par 5 17th tee. I was only 1-over for the round. My best round at this course up until then had been a 4-over 75. Even with a bogie on 17 and 18, I'd beat that score!

On 17, I drove the ball into a lake on the right, which I had succeeded in carrying in all my dozens of rounds prior. I followed that with a couple more poor shots and a 3-putt for a triple bogie. I then drove the ball into a grove of trees on the par 4 18th, and 3-putted again for a double bogie.

The golfer I was playing with was also shooting his personal best round. Entering 17, he was 4-over, only 3 shots behind me. Unlike me, he shot pars on both 17 and 18, succeeding to shoot his best-ever round, not to mention beating me by 2 strokes!

His ability to stay centered through the end of the round made a huge impression on me.

Find your inner center, swing freely, and trust that the outcome will take care of itself. Great shots always follow and Artful Golf shows up.

Labels: Books, Centeredness, Disciplines, Extraordinary Golf, Fred Shoemaker, Rounds