I pulled a Phil today. I'm such an idiot! Yes, I learned what it feels like to totally choke on the 18th coming in with an easy win.
Okay, this was just a men's club tournament, not a U.S. Open., nothing really on the line but some script money, but I still feel like an idiot!
Cypress Ridge Golf Course, 15th hole
I started today's round a little more tense that usual. I got paired with some good golfers that I haven't played with in over a year. Last time I played with any of these guys, I was about a 10-12 handicap at this course. These golfers are all long-time low handicappers. Now that my handicap is down under 4 and I'm currently leading the men's club in point standings, I feel like the "real" players who haven't seen me play in a while are watching me closely to see if I can really play, or if my index and standings are just a fluke.
So, a little tense, I was happy when I at least hit a decent drive off the first tee, but I came up short on my approach shot. I then hit a poor lob wedge over the green to the back fringe, and 3-putted from there for double bogie. I took a deep breath on the next tee and was rewarded with a perfect 7-iron right at the pin, but I hit it so well that it bounced off the back of the green. I couldn't imagine that an 8-iron was the right club for this 163-yard downhill hole, but apparently is was. Still feeling my nerves, my first thought was to just forget scoring well today and enjoy the round. But the guy with me in the cart then gave me a smile and reminded me there's a lot of golf left. I needed the reminder. I then hit a lob wedge to just 4 feet past the hole and made the return putt for par. Whew! Just hang in there.
I then hit 3 great shots into the par 5 third and 2-putted for par, but I still felt tense. I then hit an 8-iron over the green on the uphill par 3 fourth and chunked the resulting chip back, but managed to roll up to the fringe. I then smashed my putt from the fringe 6 feet past the hole. The putt was so bad, one guy asked me what I was thinking! Good question. I collected myself, focused, and sunk the return putt for a much needed bogie. Now 3-over after 4, I just made myself settle down. I just reminded myself to get back to playing my game, one shot at a time. Forget the outcome, have fun.
I succeeded. I went on to shoot 2 birdies to finish the front just 1-over, then birdied again on 15 to get back to even! I started crushing my drives and hitting quality irons into the greens. My putting just kept improving too. I sank some pretty impressive par and birdie putts. I then parred the difficult 16th and 17th and walked up to 18 still even par, 4 strokes ahead of anyone else in the group! I felt pretty confident at this point. I was striking the ball well and can often give myself a decent chance to hit a fairway wood into this par 5 to get on in two and get an easy birdie.
Again, I crushed another good drive, but pulled the shot slightly left and landed a deep fairway bunker. No problem, I can still layup and play for par. I picked the ball out perfectly with an 8-iron, probably one of my best-ever shots out of a deep bunker, leaving me only 95 yards in to the green, and over a lake. Oh, did I mention the lake? Yes, I did. Splash! I dropped next to the lake. Splash again! Jeez, I now was sitting 6 and not on yet.
Still a little rattled, I got the third one over, but nowhere near the pin. I really wanted to make this long putt for triple bogie, but missed by a fraction of an inch to the left and left the ball above and past the hole. I didn't even leave myself with an easy putt for a quadruple bogie! I took another deep breath. Thank God! I made the slippery putt and ended with a 4-over 76!
Turns out, three golfers including myself shot 76 today to tie for the lead, but our club uses the score on your back nine to break ties. My 39 was the highest. I went from 1st to 3rd simply by getting a quadruple bogie on the last hole when all I needed was a triple! I hope Phil feels better now. One guy tried to make me feel better by telling me Tiger shot 76 today too, landing a lake on 17 AND 18. Funny, that did make me feel better.
Oh well, I'll chalk it up as another learning experience. It appears that Phil has begun to recover from his mishap and I will too. But to be honest, I sure would have loved to shoot my first par in a tournament round! I'll get more chances though. I played extraordinary golf today for 16 holes, going 2-under between the first and last holes. Hard to believe I went 6-over on the other 2, but I'm not going to wine about a 76. I played some good golf today! And I'm pretty sure my playing partners now know my game is no fluke. They were even routing for me!
Labels: Cypress Ridge, Rounds
Every good golfer finds them self in that situation on more than just one occasion. What matters is that you learned from it, and have prepared yourself to deal with it in the future.
Don't forget, you didn't place third, you tied for first and lost on a technicality.
Nolan M
I thought I had finally learned how to deal with this situation now that I'm finishing good "recreational" rounds well. But I definitely find that playing tournaments with the same relaxed approach is a challenge, but I'm making a lot of progress. And regardling 1st or 3rd, I'm really not that concerned about how I place. I just want to play my best. I was doing that yesterday until I let some internal issue interfere at the end. I'll figure out what that was. Thanks Nolan.
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